OMG...nothing is sacred

I just discovered that not only did my husband read my hand written journal but he also snooped onto my computer and found this. I try to have something personal and he just has to get right in there and take it from me. He doesn't tell me everything he does or everything he's thinking about. Even if I try to ask him he clams up and won't talk. I need these as a way of getting things off my mind. This blog and my journal are my ways of talking things out when I have no friends available. It's also sometimes easier to just write it than to talk it to someone because they have things on their minds and things going on in their lives, they don't need to worry about what's going on in my life all the time. I know I shouldn't think like that but my friends that I trust the most have a lot going on in their lives right now that make my issues seem like child's play. I know this because they talk to me also. We all need friends we can turn to but there are times when we need to figure things out for ourselves. No one can make a decision for us, that would in turn give us someone to blame without taking responsibility for our own.

Well I guess I'm done ranting for now (wonder if he'll admit it if he reads this...LMAO). I have homework to get done now that he is off to work and I have the house all nice and quiet and to myself.